who knows...

I'm home.. on sick leave due to stress
oh noooo... stress from? you graduated already!!!
Had too many things going on for the past months. And I started working full time in a kitchen. And then I got enough of it all... Yes its already more than a month ago I graduated! 
i see you still trying to be too good! gotta take it easy at work... do what you get paid for... no need for more... that s your healtth
Exactly. . The problem at work was, that I didn't have a contract and I didn't know what they expected of me. So I made my own assumptions. which of course were too high! 
of course... now you know live and learn...
Yes.. so now I'm trying to figure out what to do with my life. Will I go back and work the same place? Or only do my other job as waiter? Or find a new job... 
forget same place if it stressed you... you know you must think about yourself and your health first... what you want to do... and take your time to find it no rush many jobs out there 
You're so right.. But there are so many options, so it's hard to choose.. I'll give it some time.. 
options are good and there will be many more... and many times you will make wrong choices... and will learn from that... and still do it again! a
Haah! Yes.. We will always make wrong choices. But they lead us to new choices anyway. So there will always be more..
exactly... so you mustn t think bad or yourself when you confused and make wrong choices... anyways i hope you get better soon... and i know it s easy to say but don t take things too seriously... you so young and have sooo much ahead! you don t need to be better!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just be yourself! if you want a real challenge then be yourself! that s harder than being better...
Heeh.. what a great benefit I really hope you mean it 
i do mean it... you a good hearted person and don t need to try to be better than better... you will see that just being yourself is plenty nobody knows who they are... people just dress and pretend... 
Yer.. I'll try that 
it s when you most confused that you closer to the truth... to yourself... it s hard on your emotions and all... can make you sick... boredom feeling... like you in a cage... but that s when you so close to it... you'll see... something great will happen when you least expect it!
Okay. Then I'll just continue with doing nothing. Because that's exactly how I feel right now..!  don t get me wrong!!! you can do things... but just don t worry too much about how good you are
So I'm hoping for a miracle to happen 
miracles happen everyday... yours just around the corner... but don t hope for it... live your life you probably have more chances to becoema millionaire not playing the lottery than actually playing it! Yer.. I'll try to live. And some day I'll know what to do
you already know...
I do?
why you ask me? I don't think I know?
you do...  
and i will use this chat for my blog! i like it smile emoticon see if that helps.

c ki...

necessaire... arbitraire... mais faut la faire... sans heurter... ames sensibles s'abstenir... retenir... partir... revenir... la vie est une pisse... pause... repose... extase d'une liberation... tous pour un... c' est ce con nous apprend... ce con ecrit... et nous on li... on dors... ne se reveille jamais vraiment... juste parcourt moments... ca craint... c'est cool... rat la moule... grosse foule... petite houle... exageration exacerbee... et moi dans tout ca... j'suis qui...

expect...

expaectations... better not to expect anything and be happy with anything...

cabra...

En todos los aparatos pone eso... Así q me da igual... Paso
ostia... estoy impresionado
Paso
aparatos???
]Q tonto eres eh???
aparatos!!!!!!!!!!!??!!!!!!!!!!
No me caes bien... El próximo giri q venga ahora de lo voy a pregunte... A ver q me dice
Q aquí hay muchos
Si aparatos... Devices... Gadgets
Así q no te rías tanto
por su informacion le aviso que esta conversation esta grabada y sera reproducida en mi pagoina web... gracias por su colaboracion
Me voy q me estoy poniendo nerviosa y to Idiota... Te mato vaya... Q tu eres capaz y to Voy a vender... Adiós
gracias por tu colaboracion
ostias!! es que Billabong y Bikini empiezan con la misma lettra!!!!!!
que pasada!!!
te habias dado cuenta???
crees que es una coincidencia?????
que pasaaadaaaaaaaa!!
Acabo de salir y hace 50 grados a la sombra y yo con pantalones largos

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